Body

(via theelleword)

I am noticing I am becoming before conscious of my body. I'm not comfortable in my skin. I am not as skinny as I once was. Working out every day is not giving the results I want. The results I need. The results I crave. Why do I feel that once I become skinnier. I will be happier. I won't. Its silly really to base my idea of beauty on a waist size. But, I do it. I know many women do. It doesn't matter how many people tell me that I am beautiful regardless of my size, I will not feel beautiful until I am skinnier. Or look like I once did. Maybe once personal problems fade away, hopefully the weight will shed and fade along with it.